Bad Weather

it's the weather. i am blaming it on the weather. coz now i am terribly missing the warmth of a human body next to mine. and that sense of deprivation is so distinct i can feel the coldness right down to my bones.

telling myself that it's okay to be alone is getting tiresome especially when hiding under the covers is driving home the fact that i am not snuggling with somebody. damn.. maybe i should get a pillow shaped like a body.

bad weather. bed weather. it's a bad weather indeed being alone in the bed.