i was swept off my feet.. two years and nine months later, the rug was pulled from under and i saw the lies unraveling before my unbelieving eyes.
it's hard to deal with something after discovering things that put new meaning to everything that happened. my belief that his decreasing amount of time and attention was due to his reason that he is busy at work is now proven as an alibi because there is someone else claiming it. i told myself then that i shouldn't demand too much and for things to stay just the way they are. so i chose to believe him.
he said she is just a stalker. he said it so i believed it. only to find out that isn't true. she is another girlfriend, a girl he lied about when asked by his aunt and friend.
there are so many lies.. lies so sensitive it's hard to write about them. each lie exposed is like a brick falling from the crack on the wall. will the bricks continue falling till the whole wall crumbles? or will there be bricks left on the foundation from which i viewed our relationship?
is the relationship a lie at all?
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i like your title. so sorry to hear what happened. but you sound like a strong person. be well. :-)
hi ate poch..
im recovering naman... heheheehehehehe! sabi nga ni tita hon, kung kami talaga e kami talaga.
pero naku ate poch, masasakal ko talaga un. i now understand why he did what he did pero there's no justification for cheating and lying.
im trying to rise above this situation. i know i can. :)
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